heeey! i havnt updated forever but im just doin it now cuz im bored and not feeling good...things have been goin ok...cept for las week...we thought my 97 yr old great grandma had passed but she didnt! she made it thru! and im so happy about that! i went to see her yesterday and shes doin great! n summer has been sweet hangin out with my gurlies! katie stark britt katie libby and sissy! lol haha love them! im so happy my katie baby is back..u can tell it makes me happy cuz im alot happier than i was b4 but still down about some things.. but im so happy shes back! its hard when ur best friend moves away n havnt seen her for almost a year n she moves back! im happy bout that too! im not gunna really say nething thats bad cuz i dont feel like bitching lol or being sad! so yea thats all ima say rite now but i mite update ina month or so! lol maybe..call/text

<33 me <33

to alicia~      

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to katie stark~i can see u sayin that this too 

 and that lol love ya gurlie

to katie libby~ hahah BOB! lol

  u say this lol

to britt~ hahaha  lol lol

yea i mean this to one certain person cuz i fucked up...and i do miss being with that person...we hadda lota fun..but i guess its over

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omfg..last nite was the best  night of my fuckin life..im not even kidding...aright well me alicia heidi and alicias mom got a room at the crown plaza and then me alicia n heidi went to the *hurt*3days grace*stained* concert...omfg there soo fuckin goood dude! ahahha lol and i wanted to get high so fuckin bad and then these guys next to us were smokin and i said it smelt so fuckin good n he goes wait til it gets darker and well smoke you up! i was like FUCK YES! lol and then we kinda started hangin out n then like we started to get into the mosh pits and one of the guys was holdin on to me *protecting me* lol as he called it and yea we hit it off..he gave me his # at the end! lol fuck yes! n so yea we did that like all night n then this guy...lol hahah we told him we were 19 and we gave him money cuz he was 27..he went and got us 2 bud light lmao so yea we had those to! so yea it was the best night! lol god damn i want that night bad! UGH! lol i woulda had more fun if we coulda stayed out later...like britts dad does! lmao damn...so that kinda sucked but i still had fun! lol so yeaaaa that was my greatest night of my life! lol

<33 Jera <33 call/text

poems...

*He's so sweet, so gentle and oh so hot
You pick a flower, he loves me, he loves me not
How many times do you have to be taught
that with a player, your heart will be shot.

Just trust him, if he likes you, it will work out
call him *ring ring* he's always out
"where is that guy" you always pout
not realizing that's what a player is all about.

He stops talkin' to you and such
you still love that guy just as much
He seems better with every touch
it doesn't matter wether he's french or dutch

You love a player and  just can't help that
his eyes just make you sink and go SPLAT
Why is life confusing? Why is it such a brat?
You love a player and it's as simple as that.

You know you shouldn't, but you're in love
You feel you need help from the lord above
A player is not worth loving, 'cause your heart will
  just get shoved
But he's your player and you know he'll always be loved.

hahahaha for me and alicia!! lmao

lmao!!!

hahaha

omfg talk about the funnnnnnest nite of my mother fuckin life!!lol las nite kicked ass! lol n i wannna talk about it bad but i cant.. lol cuz ppl will see! neway ask me if u really wanna kno...i just love that kid! lol and britt!! HAHAHA love you gurl! and alicia! Thanks again!!! for helpin me! lol dammit it must be them damn rolling papers! lol fuck lets just say we got fuuuucked! lol aright im goin cuz i gotta go to my gmas....yea ok monday is gunnnnnna kick ass cuz were hangin with shaun again i love him... hes awsome!

aright im leaving mite write in like a month lol

<33 me <33

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